Sighing you walked to the kitchen. "I don't think I want to be Natalia anymore. She was crying and holding my hand. Natasha Romanoff gets bad news the same night. Misrepresents self-harm or people who self-harm through . But she hated herself for it. everyone has different opinions and the time of the avengers may come to a close. Immediately you ran to the bathroon and flicked up the toilet seat. So inserted the tip of the knife in your side and got to your wrist before Natasha came in. But when people need the Avengers again they reunite. Wanda Maximoff barely survived her imprisonment on The Raft with the other Rogue Avengers, but living in the aftermath proves to be even more terrifying. Fury left the room with Steve close behind, you followed them to a small grey viewing room. Shed had cause to curse the Red Room a thousand times over but even she hadn't seen this coming. It was warm out and the sun was just beginning to set when he found her on the porch, sitting on the railing. Being placed in an ordinary high school, life proves to be difficult while keeping the appearance of a seemingly normal life up . Tropes:WinterwidowWinter Soldier BuckyForbidden LoveEscape Plans. Now, I'm not mad about Natasha dying. HYDRA had indicated that they knew about the relationship between you and him; sending a note to SHIELD. It doesn't matter what Jane says, this will totally work. In fact, she's not even a cat. *Entire work inspired by a comment written by Super81998 on my first fic!*. It's very sweet.Also there's a bit of blood involved. Pietro X Reader, 'You're Cute When You Ramble' Clint Barton, The marks on our skin (soulmate AU) Nat x reader, TONY FRIGGING IRON MAN STARK (soulmate AU), 'Menjust Men' (soulmate au) STEVE X READER, Avengers Preferences and Imagines (GirlxAvenger). Working for SHIELD was never easy, but you couldn't help feeling as if no one actually knew what you were capable of. It meant that shell probably become a Widow assassin, that shell have to do horrible things and serve the Red Room to the day she dies. "He's shot. Natalia has no place in this world. However, this idyllic life isn't as stable as it may seem as the foundation is shaken to its core. ", Clint nodded, leaning against the railing and watched her. She then retrieved Hammer Industries data beforeIvan Vanko's bombs went off. Dezember 1984 in Stalingrad, Sowjetunion, Oktober 2023 auf Vomir), alias Black Widow, ist eine ehemalige KGB- und S.H.I.E.L.D.-Agentin und Spionin sowie eines der Grndungsmitglieder der Avengers. The Red Room will never stop Yelena from thinking of her older sister. "Unngh," Clint moans. WANDANAT - VIBRANCY2. (A marvel x RE:8 mashup), *Part 5 of the Natasha and Wanda Series*For nearly three years, Natasha and Wanda have been establishing their home and family. What's on the docket? So I took the girls and I ran. Stark ran a search on her and discovered that she was fluent in French, Italian, Russian, and Latin and had done some modeling inJapan. GOD!'' She lives in a small town with her sister. They sterilize you. #wolverine, Y/L/N - Your last name============================== Finally, a day off from SHIELD. With no money or documents, and only a vague idea where she is, she decides to bide her time until she can gain their trust enough to escape. "You're not alone in this," he murmurs. However Jade had other ideas, She went over to her this is my better version of black widow's daughter because the first one didn't go to well so I deleted it. Of course, their stage names Tiny Dancer and Baby Ballerina should have clued them in on their ages. Elementary School was torture. Four years and a blooming friendship later, the missions are getting more intense and the nightmares more frequent. Civil War left them with mistrust and broken hearts. But in this reality she tried and was found worthy! Romanoff was sent to retrieve theSoul StoneonVormirwith Hawkeye. Im sorry Nat, I didnt mean to, he told me to duck," I tell her. This is to prevent suicide in this Fandom. ), Pietro Maximoff & Wanda Maximoff & Peter Parker, Clint Barton & Pietro Maximoff & Wanda Maximoff & Peter Parker & Natasha Romanov, Not Captain America: Civil War (Movie) Compliant, hold my hand tight, we'll make it another night, Castiel and Dean Winchester Have a Profound Bond, Not Doctor Strange in the Multiverse of Madness (Movie) Compliant, Minor Maria Hill/Natasha Romanov - Relationship, Wonderland: I must leave with a heavy heart, (Mentions of) Bruce Banner/Natasha Romanov, Nathaniel Pietro Barton & Natasha Romanov. If it makes you feel understood, hopeful, or motivated in some way to take better care of yourself or someone you love, that's a good sign. During one mission, she was sent undercover intoStark Industriesto watchTony Starkdue to fears that he was dying. ", 2 days into the mission=============================="Y/N WATCH OUT," Clint yells. Standalone. The red room was a place that Nat had wanted Nat and Maria are gone on a mission leaving you with Wanda and Vision and the twins in Westview, the only problem is the constant pain in your tummy, at first you though Grace was sleeping when her mom, Nat, came into the room to wake her up. When she stumbled upon a secluded village in the middle of Romania thats on no maps, she decided to stick around and figure out its mysteries. He gave her an out. Shes being trained from a young age to become worlds most cunning spy and she has been living up to that title. But the opposite happens. Let me know if I did). Rated: Fiction M - English - Hurt/Comfort/Family - Chapters: 2 - Words: 2,241 - Reviews: 16 - Favs: 227 - Follows: 154 - Updated: 7/21/2017 - Published: 7/20/2017 - id: 12581071 To clear the red in her ledger. When they arrived at the facility, Romanoff told Hogan, who was confused about what she was wearing, to stay in the car. I'll upload in small parts, not regularly though since I'm primarily working on another project right now. Follow Peter while he tries to survive and keep up the act.Follow the Staff of Stark Industries while they navigate dealing with the Stark's unexpected announcements and new initiatives.Learn how Stark Industries is a community, the avengers, employees and friends. What if she and Yelena left and moved to London? "You can be anyone you want.". When Hydra makes its move, its going to take more than the Rogues to defeat them and deal with the aftermath. #tonystark (2022, May 19). But when lines start to blur between reality and the story and her past abuser is finally outed for the sick man he is, she finds herself in an even deeper well than she was before. You stared at you self in the mirror and scowled at what you saw. You awoke suddenly, panting heavily. Natasha Romanoff goes by Natalia Romanova, Yelena Belova & Natasha Romanov & Alexei Shostakov | Alexi Shostakov & Melina Vostokoff, Natasha Romanov & Alexei Shostakov | Alexi Shostakov, Natasha Romanov Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure, Tony Stark Acting as Peter Parker's Parental Figure, Down The Rabbit Hole We Go [2022 Edition], Yelena Belova/Kate Bishop/Natasha Romanov, Natalie Rushman/Wanda Maximoff/Natasha Romanov, Wanda Maximoff/Natasha Romanov/Tony Stark, Down The Rabbit Hole We Go | Natasha On Wonderland. It made her so proud. Everything is completely my own work so do let me know if you think that you A/N: THIS CHAPTER COULD BE TRIGGERING, and contains themes of self harm. It all starts and ends with a phone call. ", Later at the Tower=============================="JARVIS, where is our knife collection." "I would do whatever I want to do, with whoever I wanted to do it with." But only a little. ''Y/N! But that doesn't mean it'swrongto write (or read) it, and in fact, sometimes it can be a force for good. Together they will learn what really matters through motherly love, hell and food. tip: buffy gen teen AND "no archive warnings apply", Huh, Peter said, scratching his cheek. NATASHA ROMANOV X WANDA MAXIMOFF X TONY STARK - FIRE6. After the battle of Sokovia, a young Wanda is left with nothing, but trauma. Natasha looks everywhere else but Wanda, "I am not worth". Natasha walked around town that night. Or, a story in which Vision learns that breaking a bunch of superheroes out of ocean prison is the easy part of the journey, logic be damned. Steve is conflicted, and Tony tries being neutral and fails miserably. You can read Latin, or you can write Latin, but you can't speak Latin. Im still running, Im always going to be running.. "You okay? Oneshot. Thoroughly a fix-it fic! Following the defeat of Strucker and the capture of Loki's scepter they have reason to both celebrate and recouperate. (Or: Natasha Romanoff had three families. After the fallout of Civil War, the Vision and Captain America team up to rescue their friends from the Raft. "Yeah lets go.". Wasn't it beautiful running wild til you fell asleep Before the monsters caught up to you? WHY DID I LET THIS HAPPEN. Whatever you read, always check for trigger warnings. All seems decent in Natalias life, until her mother falls ill and the girl (now young woman) doesnt know if shell be permitted to stay employed in the Barnes Estate. If you want to read about self-harm because you want to see people recover from it, try reading real-life memoirs by people in recovery. She shrugged in response, staying silent for a few long minutes before she spoke. He could manage his dysphoria and was on the way to relieve a whole lot of it. You had been bruising ever since the nightmares began. She was curled into herself, a glass of lemonade was in front of her. Once you were calm enough he grabbed the hem of your dress and slowly tugged it up gasping at your boney structure. Natasha returns to Melinas little house one night after the dust has settled from the fall of the Red Room and they have a much-needed conversation. natasha was six, her only memories full of ohio and the fake family they had. Clint helped you regain your weight and never stopped loving you. Shed almost made it high enough when her focus slipped and she let go of the explosion, taking out the entirety of a floor of a building. You've barely eaten anything today and I figured you would eat at your favourite restaurant, but even now you haven't really touched anything'' You sighed and looked up, ''I'm fine Clint.'' As if she trusted me to keep her safe. you looked up as Tony ran over and snatched away the blades. He glanced at Nat, shock on his face. She wondered if any of them even cared. There was nothing she loved more than her little girl, she knew that could never change. Romanoff eventually rejoined the Avengers, working to bring down various HYDRA cells across the world and assisting in the capture of their leader, BaronWolfgang von Strucker. Natasha cries almost begging for Wanda to understand where she is coming from. Natasha smiled bashfully yet painfully. This is to all people of the Marvel Fandom. NATASHA DEVON, Nadia Mendoza and Grace Barrett are on a mission to bring self-esteem and body confidence to every teenager in the UK . Read or write something that has nothing to do with self-harm, something that will make you feel better, not worse. She was going to get her family out, even if it was the last thing she did. Did I originally have this idea almost three years ago? Jason gets thrown into another universe. Thankfully, Nick Fury and Maria Hill give them an old SHIELD safe house to hide out in. and why does there seem to be more than one supersoldier running around vienna? ''How long?'' Despite being captured, Romanoff was able to inform the team of Ultron's location onSokovia, resulting in afinal battlein which the Avengers had defeated Ultron once and for all. Self-esteem Team have battled bulimia, self-harm and eczema. Natasha was going to be a Widow. No summary for this one Wanda is suffering from PTSD, depression, anxiety, and dissociations after her rescue from the raft. I have not written any myself. Tony Stark and Pepper Potts about Natasha's undercover identity. What happens when a villain permanently makes her a child and shell have to live her life as one until she grows up to be an adult? He's fricking iron man, you're just a no good, unattractive looser. Watch the road. Sarah Wilson gets a new neighbor in the form of ex-assassin James Bucky Barnes and his half-trained assassin daughters Natalia and Yelena. When you get there you get one of Bucky's pocket knifes (sorry if i misspelled that. The choice is die or go back to the very place that made her. As many of the governments of the world had demanded the Avengers to sign theSokovia Accordsin the wake of their recent battles, Romanoff agreed to their terms and signed the Accords. General Dreykov lurks over their shoulder, ready to sweep the rug out from under them any chance he can get. Natasha to Loki. Work Search: The mansion wasn't what it appeared to be and its residents had some scars of their own. Adding a very cute and brilliant Sokovian to the mix doesn't help either. Vision, Natasha, Steve, and Sam won't let her get far, but given her high-risk pregnancy, by the time they find her, will it be too late? It is a worlds of a difference compared to the small apartment her and her mother moved from in London; leaving behind hunger, unemployment and an abusive father and husband. Clint decided she was and smuggled her to the States. Gone - Part 4. Natasha tells the team about her past. ''a few weeks the hate it's too much. Explore . The nightmares were back. I feel like you wrote the part for me. Tony smiled and kissed you goodbye, stepping into the lift. Reader (January 10, 2021) Little Natalie (Natasha Romanoff x Pregnant!Wife!Reader) A Wonderful Mama (Natasha Romanoff x Wife!Reader) Of Course You Did - Nattie x Johnson! Coming to terms with death is difficult, particularly when that death is your own. Natasha's Self Harm Story. Wanda does not stay outside of her universe for very long. 02 March 2015. If you know that reading about self-harm is triggering for you, it may be better not to read self-harm fanfics at all. They seem to have built perfect lives. But only a little. Opening up about her past, Romanoff revealed how she sees herself as a monster as well. actress!natasha romanov director!wanda maximoff Alternate Universe - Modern: No Powers Past Abuse Past Rape/Non-con never in any graphic detail though Natasha Romanov Has Issues Natasha Romanov Has PTSD Mutual Pining Movie Making Misogyny Sad Natasha Romanov Unhealthy Coping Mechanisms Lesbian Wanda Maximoff Lesbian Natasha Romanov (Marvel) "Oh sh*t are you ok Clint," I ask kneeling down. She was curled into herself, a glass of lemonade was in front of her. (do we bow out and take our separate roads? When Potts left, Stark started to grill Romanoff and told her that he found it amazing that she does what she does. Talk to someone. Or an archer meets a pair of wounded widows and sets out to bring them home. Not wanting Wanda to be alone, like she herself did growing up, but things aren't as easy as they seem. I'm going out to that charity do!! 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